long time no see

i'm alive. and well.

that's all.

=)

dear jesus,

if i'm supposed to be alone for the rest of my life can you help me be okay with that? sometimes feeling abandoned hurts real bad-and it's hard to remember that you are all i need. i need you. so much. please show me the path you want me on and give me the wisdom to recognize it when you do.

love, your daughter

more sense

life just seems to work out better for me when i'm paying attention to jesus and trying to live the way he wants. if that's not proof of the big guy upstairs, i don't know what is.

so i've got a lot to say-but no time to say it. sometimes soon i think i'll talk about how my own desire is to leave forest city, but i'm not sure if that's what god has planned for me just yet. i'll also talk about responsibility and how we have a responsibility to others. i know there is a lot more, and i just can't think of it right now. i was reading blue like jazz. that book gets me thinking. i recommend it to anyone. it's non-religious thoughts on christian spirituality. i promise it won't be what you're expecting.

oh yeah, and i want to go visit amanda tonight, but i don't know if that will work out. i'd only go tonight, and it'd depend on if i could get a ride, but we'll see what happens. (i hope she doesn't have awaken!)

xoxo.